YThursday, June 29, 2006
DEATH Have u give a thought about it? Well not exactly i did the same thing. Death. It's not something that we give a thought about it,esp now. What we only know now is to get what we want that is edu,love,family...basically the usual needs of a human being. You must be wondering why i wrote an entry about this topic. I know its not a pretty good start but its happening right here in my life. When my grandma pass away, it didn't affect me much cos firstly, i'm not close. But in my case now, its totally a different story. Me and my sis can be consider quite close with this guy. Well...we lost contact when he got married to an unknown women. Suddenly he came back into our life with a frightening email and msgs about this death thingy. It was quite weird of him giving advice about spending our time properly. I know him being cheeky and constantly changing gerlfrens. Now...he's talking about death.I heard about it from my sis but i just let it pass my mind cos he is talking to my sis n not me. I think, weeks later my sister told me about him living for a few more months and gonna leave this world soon. But still i never gave a thought about it till i found a birthday card given by him. I found the card today. When i read the content of the card, it realli move me to tears. I mean that card will be the only memory i got once he's passed on. I dun want to make it sound like he's gonna go tomorrow or something. But i know his absence will cause huge changes in me n my sis life. Luckily he took de initiative to recontact us again. If not, 5 yrs down de road, we might not even know whether he's still ard or not..
sweet_alia has set foot here ard
