YSaturday, July 08, 2006
**8 July 2006** At last! My sis, out of this house finally..It's not something happy mind you~! Its just that i finally got the whole house to myself for the whole of 10 months. Of courselah i miss her~! Her stay for the whole full 2 months here was quite fun eventhough she nags alot abt me and bgr stuffs[she can be quite a nagger sometimes!]. She even nags in her sleep! ~hahak~ that was really funny. You people should see it live in action! Did i mentioned where she went? Well...she went to KL for further studies. She's in her third yr now so she will soon re-enter the working world again!~wuahahaha~! While she's over there, i'll sure missed all the nagging esp abt all my guy friends. She knows almost everything about my life.From all the junks i kept in my wardrobe to my fav qoute and worse, she sometimes can read my mind! Whoa....thats freaky! Maybe im just predictable... But one thing i wun forget for the time being...the conversation we had about stuff that had got to do with the heart, easy said...~love~! She said that i was rather happy this few weeks. Well...i'm the happy2 type of person. Imagine me being even happier. Unimaginable right? ~hahak~...its ugly! I love to smile...and imagine me smiling even frequently now? haiz.... U should see my condition when i just broke up...it was like ORHMIGOSH!!! I was in the worse of the worse situation. I mean i look dead. i realised the deadness in me ~???~ but i wasnt strong enuf to change that condition. Going to school was worse cos my class was like in the heat of a romantic drama.It seems that everyone got their own erm2*~! People get into relationship while me, get out of relationship. I was sick most of the time. I suffered migraine...everything was upside down. When i'm outside, i looked normal. But there was one time i couldn't take it anymore i actually broke into tears while having a conversation with my friend on the phone! It was very paiseh lah...cos on the other line was a guy. If it was a girl maybe she understand but a guy? I think all sort of comment must be running in his mind.~ but all he said was"...just cry your heart out gerl..."! it was nice of him to say that but i still paiseh sia! i do admit that i'm happy now. Sometimes, my happy aura seems to be so overwhelming that i can hardly get some sleep. ~haha~... i'm still not sure what actually the cause of it. My friends said that i was in love. ~haha~ love....such a funny thing! And indeed a confusing topic. But i do have a little dilemma here.. Only my frends knows about it. Its about principle and my feelings. oklah...i'll stop here for now. Better not get so long winded or else i wun have any topic to type tomorrow. Tomorrow! yeah...shopping day!Marina...here i come!~wuahahaha~!
sweet_alia has set foot here ard
